::The Fever::

No, I am not sick, and I do not have a fever...well, that's not true, I do have a fever, but not the type you are thinking of. I officially have Baby Fever. That's right, I have the urge to have a baby. I constantly find myself on the internet looking up cribs, baby bedding, high chairs, and car seats. (Not to mention baby clothes and whatnot).

I'm not sure if it is because Scott and Jan have a perfectly sweet and precious little girl. Or if it's because Jennefro and her husband just adopted an adorable little boy. Or maybe its because two coworkers are preggers.

One of our teachers at work is due at the end of March, and I got to feel her belly on Monday. Also, one of our substitute teachers (whose mom works in the office) is due in the middle of March, and I got to feel her belly this morning.

I have become absolutely obsessed with touching pregnant bellies. Now, don't get me wrong, I am NOT going around the mall or grocery store just touching random people's stomachs. I just wanted to feel those two because since I work with them, I have been able to watch their bellies expand and grow, and I just think it is the most beautiful thing in the world.

I've been talking to people at work and some of my friends about having babies. I am so curious about the entire pregnancy feeling. I have asked people so many questions, and I cannot wait until I get the chance to feel all of those wonderful feelings for myself. I truly think that I was born to become a mother, and I think that I would be really great at it.

Brad and I want to wait until August, when he graduates from school and gets his career started. I have been praying to God about this issue. I know of so many people who can't get pregnant, or it is very hard for them to conceive. I really want things to go easy for the both of us, and so I have been having some major heart to heart talks with God.

So, hopefully at this time next year, I will be posting about what it is like to be pregnant, and showing pictures of my expanding belly.